I don't know when exactly I decided to just lay everything on God. I think when I was 17 years old and I was off to college and I was even unsure whether I'd study in Manila. Our family then was so tight, financially, it's a miracle we got through that stage in our lives, intact! I think that's the time when I just said to Him, ok, I'll do my part, and if I get what I want, then maybe You willed it, because I know you wouldn't give me something that is not good for me. From that day on until now, even on days when it just seems so hopeless, I still believe that He will get it through to me. And He has - every single freaking time! It's really a miracle. I guess, sometimes He does it photo-finish just to make sure He and I are still on the same page - and so that I won't get too proud too much!
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